Monday, September 18, 2006

When was the last time I talked here?

You need milk with a peanut butter sandwhich. I dont care if your lactose intolerant, drink it with soy milk. If your soytose intolerant, then become a real person. Have you ever tried to get rid of the sticky feeling in your mouth with anythin else? Water just makes it taste horrible. Juice isnt the right consistancy. When I was younger I hit up the soy milk due to allergies, and I have to say after a while you dont even remember what regular milk tasted like. Of course when I went back in my mid teens, the taste was recalled and missed, but the point is the substitution isnt that bad.

I need new music. I'm still listening to my latest batch of newly found artists, but I need something totally different. Your friendly neighborhood Simonman is out of inspirado. My latest poems, at least in my opinion havent been nearly as good as the previous, and I'm just feeling bleh. I'm not sure what I need. All I know is I miss the days when I could churn out two-three pieces of writing in a couple of hours, now its hard to put out a stanza.

My crusade against video games is going eh. My desire to go back to WoW is collapsing, and I really dont miss ten hour days at the computer. It's just one of those things that when your involved, you dont think you could ever quit, and then once you do, the lightbulb goes on and you realize how much of a waste of time it is.
I've been playing Halo more, as well as a couple Strategy games on the side. Overall it equals out to much less time distracted, which makes me realize how much I need to turn this S-train around.

Uconn feels like home when im there. I think this is one of the only instances where I feel more comfortable at someone ELSES college than my own. Being as this is the last year, I should start to get to know those in my own school.

Lately my sleep has been plagued. I have very odd dreams, and waking up every couple
of hours is NOT hot. What add's to this is the uncomfortable feeling when I do wake up. It's like I'm re-experiencing consciousness for the first time, and have to re-aclement myself with my surroundings. Somehow this doesnt happen when I sleep downstairs, or soemwhere else, only my bed. I think I need to finally get sleep without the seroquel. I think after this entry im going to go look online and find a guide on how to get off it.

2 comments:

  1. Can't say I'm into peanut butter sandwiches and I try to avoid milk. It doesn't quench my thirst and leaves a horrible taste in my mouth!

    I need new music too. Any suggestions?

    I hope you start sleeping okay soon!

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  2. i just dont like the taste of milk. every now and then i'll have chocolate milk, but i stay away from lactose. one day i'm going to fall down and my hip is going to break and i'll be saying "i wonder why that happened?". stupid calcium.

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