Just got up from a super long nap by a mister Joe Maione. But its okay because if anyone can wake me up and get away with it, its probably him.
I feel like half a person. I finally have the social skills and am able to conduct myself in a semi- productive manner. I quit CoH and WoW because it finally hit me that they are gargantuan wastes of time, and although I dont have my priorities straight, I have the sense to know they arent a part of them. Basically I feel like any situation I put myself in I wont be 100 percent for, either physically or mentally, its always been this way but the clarity behind it now is impeccable. Everything I do is a step in the right direction, but how many steps must I make before I feel caught up. Will I ever? In the middle of August I was in great physical shape, and now I dont even know if I can run for 10 minutes; thats the next area of my life to reconquer. The one upside behind those caffeine pills is my asthma nearly went away while on them ( caffeine has been proven to help open the lung passageways), and now that im off them i dont feel that way anymore.