Gasp.. I'm shocked.

I really wanna write a poem right now, but my brain really is on meltdown. This was a good christmas, and I should be happy about that. I really should. I didnt ask for much this year, but I got what I asked for, and besides my tuition was paid for me this semester so thats one of the best gifts, period. But I just feel so distant to some people whom I thought I was close to. I really went out of my way this year to wish almost everyone I talk to a merry christmas. and now that its over,I feel drained. I spent so much time writing letters to people, attempting to come up with everything nice Ive never said, or at least something really pleasant, because I really dont wanna hold back anymore with "the things you never say". I guess I spent so much time wondering that I never took a moment to just stop thinking and enjoy the holiday.

Oh, by the way.
"waves to the newest viewer of the simon journal"

Gonna end this post on a high note.

My favorite muppet

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