Wakeup !

number one album to wakeup to

Panic! at the Disco = A fever you just cant shake

Anyone else have messed up sleeping patterns? I'm consistantly up until 5:15-5:30 AM doing absolutely nothing but surfing the web and sometimes on the phone. I added around 10 more songs to the "awww" list, its getting quite long. I think its going to become a playlist on my itunes :P, speaking of which..I need an Ipod. Running at the gym is hella boring when all you have is fox news to stare at.

Did you know the average new years resolution lasts one day? Thats it! just one. Fuck that. I hope mine last till next new years, when I can make resolutions to let loose because ive been so hardcore this year.

The holidays went by way too fast this year. I dont think I really had a chance to enjoy the holiday season. And wondering why I didnt really get into the christmas spirit, I have one answer. this is the first year I didnt go to the mall at all. Maybe it was being around so many holiday decorations and gifts and everyone buying that puts you into the "spirit" . That kinda angers me, because I would like to have the spirit on my own, and not by having to rely on my VISA card to supply it.

And since im sure by now everyones heard of the miner incident. I only have one thing to say, why does the media demand to find out whose responsible? So they dont feel like assholes for reporting the wrong information way too soon? People make mistakes. Thats the one thing our society sucks balls for. It seems whenever something goes wrong, its always "who did it". What ever happened to coming together and fixing problems? Blaming someone does nothing but satisfy the guilty. Example being 9/11. A special board was put together to find out exactly "whom" was to blame. how about those motherfuckers who were piloting the plane? Am I supposed to want to hang some CIA agent because he didnt give the right information to exactly the right person at exactly the right time. We're so one track minded it makes me sick. None of us give a damn that more soldiers will lose their lives over in Iraq than people that died in the WTC before this has ended. Two wrongs dont make a right. MAYBE if we were going after, you know, the people who did it, and not an "Evil regime", I'd perhaps think it was for a good cause. It's not our responsibility to govern other nations. WHO CARES if Saddam was a dictator. It's not our responsibility to police the world. You wanna do that? how about fixing all our fucking problems first.

Poverty
Crime
Lack of jobs
Gilbert Godfreed
Settling Church vs. State
Our HUGE deficit (thanks bush!)


But I guess transforming an area of the world into democracy is more important. How about making us a democracy? More people voted in the last Iraqi election under horrible conditions than americans in the last election. How about fixing us? SELF MAITENANCE for once? how about that.