"Fresh start"

Fresh start.

Well as fresh as it can be .

Feelings ~ Confident. Content. Serious.

What I think is that I throw way too much shit around like its everyones buisness, and then im surprised when they react the way they do.

That being said. We all have problems. All of us. If your reading this, then you probably have something wrong with you. Whether it be an addiction or depression or a general case of extreme cynicicsm, its there. I have problems. What are they?

- Need to build my confidence
- Need to get a job
- Need to be stronger
- Need to be more assertive
- Need to stop worrying about what other people think

Im only 21. I have a long road ahead of me before I'm at that point where im in a very stable situation. I still want to go out and have fun, and I still got maybe a year of housatonic left before I can transfer to a four year school with my associates. Seriously, everyone needs to hop off my dick. I'm not going to sink into a cespool of depravity, im not going to sit here in my room, im not going to lose myself.

I need to get very serious with myself, and the last thing I need is someone on my case. My apologies to anyone ive came to in the past for advice acting like a brainless twit, but that area of my life is over now.

I have more respect for someone that comes to me telling me they want to fix a problem, than everyone else who ignores their own. Keep that in mind. I ignored my own for such a long time, and now im finally addressing them. its not the shortest process in the world, but im making an attempt.