Tuesday, July 05, 2005

"your using all your looks that youve thrown from the start"

So my cars battery died last night. I'm having it looked at this morning to see if the battery is completely dead or just needs a charging. It was kind of in an awkward moment too, blocking in half the party at maiones house. But its okay, szabes and I got it home.

I had a good July 4th. Left a couple tipsy voice mails, played some football, went to the beach, ate some pretty good food, swam, and passed out on a white carpet!

It's day one of getting used to my day without talking to someone. A very wierd feeling. It was wierd when i broke up with ashley, but not this wierd. I think its because when I ended things with ashley, I felt like everthing had been over for a while. There really isnt a guidebook to break habits, not ones like these anyway.

But , I have to move on. I've said my goodbyes, not in person because god knows we cant have that, but in an e-mail.

You know, just figured id throw this out there. I used to read blogs and journals and think "god I dont want mine to be whiney and all about relationships", but what else am I supposed to write about? It's not like anyone genuinely cares or gets benefit from my opinion on movies, sports, or anything else that matters. So if i'm going to take the time to bitch about something, it might as well be about something meaningful.