and the days go by so fast

I wrote this one a while ago, but I, well i just felt like it :)

'one more'

Lets never lie to each other
I wouldnt want to betray perfection
even if it means
putting our hearts in a sling
just to avoid being hurt
for one more day

and I'll pretend I havent memorized your smell
because sometimes I think
learning it all over again
would be so much fun

It's one more night to hold onto soft index fingers
let them play with each other in childish amusement
and then lay our hands together
pretending they intersect in the most perfect of ways
completing our imperfect symmetry

It's a few more hours to give you that smile
kissing inbetween every giggle
staring at the stars which are your eyes
where the universe has hidden an everlasting secret
and ill be forever gazing
trying to find the answer

It's a few more minutes kissing the nape of your neck
nuzzling and wishing I could hold onto this instant
no one ever thinks the last kiss is the last kiss
so if that is true, there is not another second
to let my hands go of the curves
that I'm hastily trying to memorize
because learning again can be so much fun.

It's a few more seconds wishing I had
just a few more seconds

its that last thought
where all those love songs make sense
and im left beckoning a silent film
where my memory feeds the reel
and it gets stuck on one cell
where your laying in bed
coyly smiling
and wrapped within a soft quilt
eyes closed and dreams conquering
Thats when I knew I loved you

I think I'll be forever trying
to memorize that moment
because learning it all over again
can be so much fun