I wrote this the other day. Thoughts? gonna leave comments open


..Cold calamity
half bane..half godsend.
You turn off
The warmth
leave me freezing
rigid.
without light
so cold.
I fight to scape
walls suffocate
trapping me in
..so cold
I see your reflection in a mirror
..you look..
calm
collected
straight faced
I gasp for breath
You are not amused
our beginning is blocked
I scramble
sweat
I want air
breathing..so sweet
your smell, your lips.
let me breathe!
you yawn..
deft of desire
..so cold
no way out
my fingernails scratch
ice scrapings fall
painfully etching at my skin
freezerbun
doesnt matter
you are not amused
the reflection
you are walking away.
I cannot breathe
scraping,fighting.
I punch the walls
they do not give in
to petty boys.
with their petty stories
I scream your name
it echos
ice traps the sound
so cold..
I miss your kiss..
so warm
I want to breathe!
..you are not amused
everything dims
light waves goodbye
kisses me on the forehead
where you did..
takes my hand
like you have..
I see the mirror
you look.
sad.
tears freeze
down your rosy cheeks
rosy like
what got us here.
red
.passion
your finger on the trigger
.just pull
I WANT TO BREATHE!
please..
knees scrape the ice
I stare at you
beauty without contempt
you are not amused
I shake the mirror
Glass fighting to stay together
like my heart
like me..
I WANT TO BREATHE
I want to kiss
to feel you
nights in your bed
so warm
like your lips
red.
passion
I cant see
eyelids close
I whisper your name.
parting to utter such a noun
my last word..
your lips
so warm
my mind pictures you
staring from the mirror
long hair still
brown eyes..
last wish
thoughts slow.
please stay..


you are not amused.