well ive been at uconn essentially since friday. heading to admissions today and financial aid to see if I can get in for next year. I: used to think that if I went to a school like this id be distracted, but honestly I think what I need is to throw myself into a situation where I have to go. Community is too optional for me I think; at least i'd like to think thats what it is.
walked/lifted some this weekend for the first time in a month ish, definitely was more taxing but feels good to be getting back on track.
Cant wait to get the new Jimmy Eat World. I got the new Death Cab for Cutie the other day, pretty damn good
You know, maybe its the whole scare i had earlier, but it really irks me when people avoid situations of potential joy because of the potential risk of being hurt. Life is waaaaay too short and before you know it, its gone. As Kevin Spacey says in American Beauty
"I quickly loved every moment of my small, meaningless life"
I need to make myself happy, but you know how awesome it would be to make someone else happy? eh, one day.
