So I think I came to the conclusion today that fighting in a situation can actually be quite healthy. My first and only relationship came with the pretenses that I never wanted to fight, ever. But it was that very same thing that caused so many problems for me by the end. In the situation im in now, i'm almost forced to learn how to argue well, and while it may sound masochistic, I kind of like it. I mean, no one genuinely wants anything fight-free. the fights are what makes things so exciting, its the clashing between personalities that keeps people together. I think im a much stronger person than I have been my entire life, which is a good thing because I don't know if I could handle it otherwise.
In other news. diets on day 5 and working quite well. checked scale, lost some wieght. only 8 pounds actually before im done. seems like a lot to me, but when I watched this show on MTV Real Life :Obesity, it definitely set myself in check. I mean, there are people that have to lose hundreds of pounds, and here im stressing over eight? I guess its to scale, I mean I think the closer you are to achieving what makes you happy, the harder it gets.
This summer has the potential to be quite interesting. Possible dating scenario, definite time with my friends. if I can add in a job and some cash to boot i'll be all set.
Oh , and I think I saved my friendship that was on the rocks. thank god. it was over such trivial stuff.
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