Friday, June 10, 2005

So... yeah

So thanks guys for the comments.. really um. didnt help at all?

As it turns out, she had been in NY for quite some time, just didnt tell me. maybe a week, maybe a month, maybe a couple months, I dont know. And you know the wierd part? I dont care. I understand why someone would do that. I genuinely dont care. It does make sense now why she picked fights, it must have been eatin at her the constant lying about being in Florida.

I asked her via voice mail to tell me if theres anything else that she was hiding. Its not like I think everything was a lie now, its just that I want to know the important stuff. We talked almost 24/7, so I really dont think she was seeing someone and not telling me. However, I STILL think the way she reacted on Monday shows me that something else happened. Theres a difference between not wanting to talk to someone, and coming back the next day with a different attitude. I know that I shouldnt be so curious about it but my mind is constantly going to wonder whether or not shit happened. She said that she had done things that I couldnt handle, but honestly lying to me about Florida isnt something major for me. I dunno. I can accept it. I think theres some things that I would have a much bigger problem a bout, and its those things that keep me wondering. She was rather pissed off at all the comments, but didnt confirm or deny them either. Was just pissed about them. I dont know. I think if she came to me tomorrow and explained everything I could forgive her, I just dont think its going to happen.

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